Monday, July 15, 2013

July 15th

Today would have been our sweet Gabe's due date.  It's hard to believe that 9 months have gone and this date has come.  A lot of healing has happened the last few months.  The due date for the twins was incredibly hard but since then I have really been able to let go and let God bring the healing he wanted into my heart.  I miss our little ones so much and wish more than anything that they were here with me but I'm okay.  I'm happy that today Gabe and all my children in heaven are celebrating with my Nan on her birthday!  I am happy that they are "home" and living in paradise.  I am happy that I don't have to worry about them.  I am happy that they are happy!


To our little sweet Gabriel... I miss you, I love you.  I wish I could just give you a big giant hug and a big sloppy kiss today.  When I think of you I picture you as a happy, carefree, sweet little boy and I can't wait until the day I get to meet you in person and see for myself what you look like and find out all about you.  I pray that today you are having a great time celebrating with your great-grandmother.  I always said that I couldn't wait for her to meet my children.  I am so happy that she is there now to keep you company until we come home.  Give my love to all your siblings and a big birthday kiss to Nan.

Love you forever,

Mom